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2007-03-26T11:03:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. last saturday during my usually soccer game i injuried my both legs.. Haiz.. den at night went to sing song again.. Lol... went to toa payoh kbox to sing till 1am den went out for dinner before we go home.. hmm.. my singing sux sia!!! Hahas.. cant sing liao la.. so lousy de.. Hahas.. was tired after a day of outing..

Ytd woke up and did nth.. HAhas... my mum cooked breakfast for me to eat den wait for the time to pass lor.. Hahas.. went to my aunty house in the afternoon because at night having dinner with them.. in the evening, went to meet my ex.. Haiz.. see her so sad i feel very bad.. cant even comfort her. How i wish if time can turn back to the past.. so tat i can correct myself after i knew wad had happen.. but cant.. haiz.. after meeting her, i went to have my dinner at chinatown point.. Hahas.. late for an hour!! lolx... but is alright.. told them why i am late and they understand la.. hehex.. haiz.. at night went out with kun ming to chat till 1am den go home slp le... this morning was raining so heavy.. but i cant see anything cos i am sleeping.. HAhas.. -_-|||

2007-03-23T10:56:00.000+08:00

Last wednesday went to kun ming birthday bbq held at ECP.. Hmm.. go there was to keep eating and eating.. Hahas..after all, they decided to go Kbox to sing song.. So drove them to marine parade but was too late cos we reached there around 1.30am liao.. only 2hrs like tat to sing only.. So we all stone there for awhile den go cine kbox to sing lor.. die die oso wanna sing sia.. Hahas.. one person was abt $15 but km and me didnt sing.. after awhile i get bored liao.. My buddy ask me whether wanna go down take a walk and chit chat.. So we went down and chat till 6am until they came down.. Hahas.. is was morning liao so we drove to the market to have breakfast before we contiune the new day without sleep.. Lol.. but we did slp awhile la.. cos went home to take a nap.. and went queenway for a walk before i meet my god parents at night for dinner..

2007-03-20T15:28:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. tml until friday will be my busy day liao.. Haahaha.. tml going to KM's birthday held at ECP bbq pit.. Afternoon going to help him buy the food and oso i need to go tampines ITE to apply for changing course sia.. don know can change anot.. heard tat it have limited seats only sia.. hmm.. but hopefully can change ba.. Hmm.. after going ite and buying the food, i will need to go and play soccer with my friends liao.. Hahas.. leave km and his friends at the bbq there.. HEhex... at night after my game den i go find them to eat.. haha... Hmm.. looking forward to tml sia.. Hahas.. hmm.. later working again.. my chinese new year pay is not here yet sia.. how come so long de wor.. shit!!! is already one mth + le.. still haven received it.. haiz.. my hands are really tight now.. running out of cash le.. haiz.. sobx sobx..

2007-03-16T15:22:00.000+08:00

wednesday night just went to genting for a short tip there.. Hmm.. Went up to take a look and came down on thursday afternoon.. quite tired cos didnt have much sleep when going up and spending time at genting.. When home and aim at the bed already.. hmm.. but my phone keep ringing.. damn it.. SMS!! haiz.. after all i just woke up and later going to work soon.. Hmm.. hopefully i can take it ba.. don fall asleep during work.. hahas..

2007-03-06T15:00:00.000+08:00

got earthquake?? i don know wor.. i was sleeping when the quake is on.. Hahas.. but the second one i can feel it.. cos i was having my lunch.. Hahas.. i wanna eat the vegetable but cant get it.. Hahas.. my mind like moving on the sea like that.. HAhas.. hmm.. today i off but got no where to go.. So bored.. wad to do wor? HAhas.. staying at home nothing to do.. Can rot de wor.. den go out don know go where.. HAhas.. sian la...!!!...!!!...!!!...!!!

2007-03-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

back to work already after two week of holiday.. I got to be more and more independent already.. cant alway relay on others and i got to see things myself le.. Everyone will only think for themself first before others. no one is good for nothing de.. When they wan something the will go for it until they get it.. Haiz.. that's wad human being do for living.. i don know y i am saying this alway.. But nvm.. forget it..

2007-03-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

Just came back from celebrating my brithday with my god parent and their relative.. Went to the CC for kara OK! Hahahs.. den they bought a cake for me sia.. So nice.. Hahas... Was the best birthday i even had wor.. got friends to celebrate, got family to celebrate.. Hmm.. very nice of them.. thanks alot!! If i had a girlfriend with me to celebrate it will be prefect already... But too bad.. i don.. HHahas.. nvm.. nvm.. the first birthday cake was bought by my uncle.. Very nice lor.. so touched.. Hahas.. a cheese cake!!! Hahas.. i had been hoping to have it for my birthday all along.. finally i had it this year.. Hahas.. second cake was bought by my god parent and their relative.. strayberry cake!! Hahas.. thanks to all of you.. brothers forever!!

2007-03-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to you, happy brithday to you.. happy birthday happy birthday... happy birthday to you!!! Hmm.. my 19th birthday after 19 years.. Hahahass.. Hmm.. had a wonderful birthday i ever had in my life.. Went out with my buddies on 28 feb for steamboat at marina bay.. Been great to have you guys together to celebrate.. Hahahs.. but forgotten one thing.. to take picture.. shit.. Hahas.. After steamboat we went to play pool for abit an hour or so den drove out to bugis to buy drinks so very thirsty after eating the food.. Den drove my friend to tampines to send him home and the rest of my friends stay the whole night out with me.. but don know where to go after that.. It was the next day already.. Den my buddy haziq called me and ask us to fetch him at woodland den hang out somewhere there.. Went to the park and they played cards as i catch my sleep cos tired after a day of driving.. Hmm, around 5am we went to yishun to play cs but after we went there the shop only for members.. wad a lame thing lor.. even member fee is free but we had to wait for 3 weeks to get the card den can play.. Hahas.. LAME!! In the end! we got no where to go liao.. So we went back to the car and chat till 6.30am and sent abg home at tampines.. after that we went to my bishan house coffee shop to have breakfast before we went km house to rest.. Reached home about 9.30am and i went home to catch my sleep until 12pm den we go to queenway to do shopping.. bought a long sleeve shirt for myself.. after buying,we went to have lunch at queentown area.. Is was time for me to return the car back liao but haziq want me to send him home sia.. is so far.. Hahas.. but in the end we went... Den go to marine parade but it late le.. So got to pay extra for the overtime. .Haiz.. After all, we went home by bus liao.. Hahas.. at night my mum ask me out for dinner with her friends all.. Hahas.. buddah jump over the wall, suckling pig,deep fried chicken,steam fish, tiger beer.. woot.. wonderful! hahas.. after dinner went home and had a good sleep liao..

2007-02-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

Just came back from dinner with my god parents and they sister's family.. Hmm, one of their daughter reminds me of my Ex.. Haiz.. Almost same la.. but i still think my ex is the best liao le la.. Drove car to the resturant to have a small meal den head back home.. Cant bear to say Bye to them just now sia.. on the way back, we joke around sia.. hahas.. So happy... Hmm.. If i could get back the same model i will be over the mood liao.. Haiz.. the problem is i cant.. no one can replace her as wad she is.. Her smile.. Her sweetness.. her caring heart.. understanding thoughts.. Haiz.. a nice gal to have in my life.. Now i had to find some1 liao.. She is gone.. no longer together liao.. is almost 1 year liao and i still cant get over it.. Sometimes i wonder why i wanna quarrel with her in the first place.. Why tat time i don have the paitence to think about it??? Now is gone den i relise that she is the best.. hmm.. now is the time to wake up and find a long term de ba..

2007-02-21T18:07:00.000+08:00

Val day was a normal day to me.. Meet my cousin friend at 3pm and went to fetch my cousin go gai gai as i promised her before.. Went Tampines mail to shop for a hour or so after that drive them home and i went to meet my friends for val night.. hhehe.. guys night!! woot.. hahas.. meet them around 7.30pm and went to riverside resturant for dinner... the food there was not bad la.. except that we can see groups of couples except us.. lol.. the food cost aound $20 per person.. Didnt meet any gals as the claim themselves busy for the night.. If i go online tat day i think i will see some gals for sure online de lor.. humph.. 18 yrs liao.. no date on any special days de sia including my birthday!! anyway, birthday coming liao.. shit lor.. haiz.. nvm la.. every year is the same year, every day is the same day.. haiz..

Chinese New year was bad too.. eve of new year worked and went home around 12am to have reunion dinner with my mum only.. haiz.. den went out to meet km at the coffee shop his father own and eat and drink the whole night. around 4am, huat lee and allan arrived and we play card games.. my luck had changed liao.. win is wad i see.. Hmm around 6am, went to took bus to work and reach work place at 6.30am and work till 2pm.. after that, went home bath and went to my aunty house. i thought i wil be late so i took a cab there.. and wad i see is only me alone, all of them didnt come at all.. and my cousin got something to do so i had to leave about 30mins after i arrive there not long ago.. haiz.. don know where to go and so i went to km house and rest le ba.. i don know where to go this year, usually i will be visiting my friends or relatives de.. but this year i got no idea where to go.. So i went back home.. haiz.. boring day.. day two was nothing much as well.. Went to watch movie " follow the law" and went to my aunty's relative house after the movie. Play cards games and work few dollars on it.. hehex.. den went to meet huat lee as he say he got legs to play mahjong liao.. So i went there and play.. hmm.. abt 10 games i didnt win any.. hahas.. So i let him take over me and guess wad, i fall asleep.. hahas.. too tired liao.. lolx.. after the mahjong game, went home to sleep le.. hahas.. 3rd day morning got house warming at my place.. and i received a call from office to ask me to work at the malaysia custom.. haiz.. this time only me alone sia!!! wah seh.. but my buddy call uncle heng to work wif me as well.. phew.. after my house warming, i went to my friend house first before going to work.. reach malaysia around 7.30pm and called the buses that need to be transfer to another buses their location and it still long way to go sia.. hahas.. cos of the traffic jam at aya hitam side.. so we went to ahve our dinner at gerlang patah.. hahas.. den uncle heng called to ask me to buy food for him.. hehex.. he waited for an hour before we actually pass him the food.. hahas... He keep "kan" me lor. hahas.. cos he is dead liao le by the time i arrived.. lol.. it was a mess when one bus arrived.. passanges complaint to me that the bus didnt stop for dinner or toilet break.. hahas... i just listen lor.. wad to do?? hmm.. den slowly one by one arrived and around 11.30pm my job is done liao.. but went i going back singapore, JAM!!! hahas.. stuck there till around 1am den i reach home.. lol... 5hrs of work.. $21 per hour.. how isit? Great?? hahaasss..

2007-02-14T15:00:00.000+08:00

13feb was our graduation day. Drove to meet haziq at amk to take his car at the workshop... hmm.. was suppose to meet other friends at 1.15pm de but was late. Met them at the mrt with two cars. hahas. they were shock to see haziq have drove car as well sia.. hahas.. den we head to macperson ite for the graduation. Hmm. one by one go on the stage to collect a book and inside got a paper ask us to go outside take our cet after the program is over. we got to Q up sia.. waste time.. Lol.. after all we go take our cars and drove to vivo city to walk walk be4 haziq gf arrive. Hmm.. after i reach vivo, i found out that my shoes was going to spoilt liao sia.. hahas.. i think cos i drive den my leg didnt put properly ba that's y the glue wearing out le.. bought a $60 shoes sia. haha. heart pain lor.. lol.. but for comfort reason lor.. around 7pm,his gf reach bus stop le.. so we collect our cars and meet at the bus stop and head to pasir panjang for dinner.. and we go and go.. LOST!! hahas.. after a turn, we found the resturant liao.. hhahas.. is like our last gathering liao after 2yrs of friendship. haiz.. really nice friends i had in my life.. we joke and help each other for the past 2yrs, rain or shine we still carry on as a gang. thanks brothers! we sat at the resturant for few hours before we decide where to go next.. After all, we decided to send the girls home first before we spend the night together.. haha.. Went to mount faber first before going home.. I never been there be4 and is the first time i drove up there.. when going down time, i wanna over take haziq's car in a narrow bend, almost hit the side of my car cos i keep seeing my right side mirror and didnt notice the left side.. i quickly pull back my steeling wheel.. phew, heng ar.. I send my ex home and haziq send his gf home after that, i reach my place faster cos is nearer and we waited for haziq to send her gf home liao den he give me a call to meet at the next place.. ask km out as well as he is at home.. Hahas.. went to fetch him and slack there still no call from haziq.. hahas. wait and wait.. finally got a call and we go play bowling at marina bay.. hehex... my bowl is getting worst and worst liao le la.. argh... Hmm.. after bowling, we went to changi village to slack and play cards games till the next morning.. Had our breakfast together and we all go home change and meet at TP to apply for poly course. haiz.. When i reach km house at 9.30am and park till 10am but we slack slack slack till 10.30am and haziq called said they reach liao.. hahas... got to rush down liao.. den i kanna a sumon for parking overtime!! WTH lor.. so ON de meh.. shit lei.. haiz.. $6 lor.. den i rush down to TP in 15mins time. Hahas.. reach there to apply the course and we don know wad to do next liao.. hahas.. Went to coffee shop and talk before we say goodbye to each other.. haiz.. after this year, we will be apart liao.. some will go NS, some go other Poly and some in ITE.. haiz.. hope to keep in touch together ba...

2007-01-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Just came back from work.. shitty day i had today.. Thought i had been approved to be in coach department liao.. Now HR management come to my boss and say that i cant work there cos they don't need any people in it. She asked me why i didn't give schedule to my branch de manager and i just come like i like.. WHat the Hell lor.. i cant say anything but to keep quiet and let her say me.. haiz.. even the coach department de head didn't wanna help me out.. I was so lost.. In the middle of the desert being shot down by the army. Haiz was feeling discouraged after she asked me to go back to my branch and work as what i used to do last time.. After the peak period i was being thrown back in the sea again.. During peak period,you allow me to work for you,now u wanna put me back to what i am.. Don't you ever wish to call me again and ask me to come back help you out! No way! Chinese new year coming liao.. I am going to let you die and lots of compliant received from customers.. Watch out!! You try to turn the table round when the HR asked you about me.. How can you turn round and shot me? you should had help me out in it.. instead............ i was left dead.. She talked loud to me in the office and all the people heard it.. haiz.. In front of me you were good.. behind me,you say about me... Never mind.. i keep quiet.. What goes around comes around.. One day, no one is going to help you anymore liao.. I was being nice by helping you during the peak period, report to you whatever bus is spoilt or wad.. now peak is over liao... U throw me back..
1st Jun : i had came to you to ask if i can be transfer to your side and you told me " Can,If you are willing to learn i can ask you join us" But now? i think not.. maybe you should say " Can,if you help me during the peak i will be happily sitting down in the office." I help you carry 30 boxes of water down to the counter and you say is a must to do it.. Don need me to tell you all this everyday one.. You even give me green light to learn how to arrange seats like what the coach department is doing.. And told me to guide where to park the buses that come and check the buses whether they got any spoilt TV or seats anot, our buses all must have two driver, tell them to move their bus if nessaray, and if driver not follow order can ring you and you will screw them.. But wad you did to me today? Being nice and soft spoken to you doesn't mean i am easy to be bully and push around.. Today you told her that i am here to guide nelson? Now i get nelson into hot soup liao.. What the hell!! You give nelson to sign for you all the drivers that wanna do the yellow card but in front of her you said " i didnt give him such order to do it.." You are trying to prove to yourselve that nothing wrong you had done? haiz.. Scary cat.. big fat cat.. good for nothing.. In trouble,you are the first one to run.. One day when our bus hit a car, i called up you and told you the case and you told me to call you back again but you didnt pick up no matter how much i called.. haiz.. Now i know your true colour liao.. You better watch out.. No one will help you again anymore.. i was so dissappointed by you.. After the chinese new year, i am thinking about to quit... Finding other job....

2006-12-26T16:59:00.000+08:00

Back from fishing on 23rd evening.. 8 of us only 2 of my friends caught fishes.. The rest including me didnt.. When time passed, more and more of us get bored liao.. Haha.. cast our line out and sleep on the boat le.. Lol.. For me, i also.. slept under the sun in the middle of the sea.. i rest my leg, knee cap facing up and got burn! ahaha.. My leg only tat part is red and hot.. My face,both arms got it too.. 4 of us fall asleep until my friend father shout for his friend to get his rod cos it had caught a fish in the hook.. den all of us woke up.. and is a shark!! but didnt manage to get it.. hahas.. After all, they woke up and work hard liao.. eat,drink,fish! but still after the whole day only two caught it. i didnt feel the burn until i reached home.. woot.. warm!! went home sleep till the next day morning wake up and go for work as usual.. i woke up late and took the cab at 6.07.. Cant claim after 6.11am!! i reach work at 6.19am!! aiyo.. $9.60 sia.. hmm.. wasted!! work until noon time den went back home for a rest till 8pm den go to work till 10pm den my bus driver ask me to go makan after work.. and said he will call me later but didnt receive his call so i go found him all the place.. until the last place,he is at kallang carpark.. didnt saw him so i asked my other drivers where is him and said he went to bath.. waited for him there.. We went to food count to have supper and drink as well.. christmas eve with him drinking.. hahas.. after midnight is christmas liao!! hahas.. boring and lonely day we had.. Went home after midnight... Same goes for yesterday as well. but yesterday,boss treats our branch pizza and KFC.. didnt manage to call KFC cos they cant get in time for orders so my colleague and i went to bugis to buy ourselves.. hahas.. back to office just in time for the pizza.. yeah!! after all, Slept in the office was waken up by the calls in office, den change place to sleep but cant sleep den saw the big boss walk pass den i change place sleep again just in case get caught! haha.. in the end i went to my branch and rest but still cant sleep, i decided to go home the moment i step out of the place, rain come liao! shit.. don know wad to do le.. in the end took a cab home.. woke up evening and go to work again.. christmas is like normal day to me.. no date, no friends like that.. all alone.. Today not working in the morning so woke up at 2pm and slack till now.. few minutes time, will be going work liao..

2006-12-22T17:10:00.000+08:00

Just came back from camp at pasir ris camp site..Hmm.. tired liao hell lor.. Tuesday after work, i went to find my god brother,den ate a bread.. Kanna food poisoning liao! :( went home keep bombing japan sia.. hahas.. Stomach damn pain lor.. lying on the bed oso cant.. so xin ku lor.. surviving in my own world. Wednesday got to work in the morning shift again but after i woke up, i feel better abit only,whatever i eat,i will go put bomb later part de.. lolx.. After work went home pack bag and take a nap before going the camp.. Slept till evening time den took bus go. Reached there and saw them slacking around.. lolx... training camp or chalet?? >.< Den i oso slack lor.. hahas.. Since i am there to give them a helping hand. At night play mahjong till 2am den sleep and woke up at 8am. actually got to wake up at 6am to run and train de.. but i cant take it la.. damn sleepy and no one wake me up.. hahas.. Whole day just slack lor.. slack slack slack till last day which is today!! hahahs.. Tml got to wake up in the morning to go boat fishing with my friend and his father.. Hmm.. first time going boat fishing sia.. scare my rod break wor.. hahas.. if buy one boat rod,can say waste money cos i seldom go boat fishing de ma.. but if i don buy, i scare my own rod break.. lol.. damn ma fan sia.. I will see tml ba.. go there den see how lor.. I wanna catch more more fish tat is big!! yeah!! will take photo and update in my next post.. :)

2006-12-19T15:17:00.000+08:00

Ever since exam over i am busy again.. After exam,started to work again until last wednesday went Genting with kun min's family for two Nights stay.. Hmm, second day went down to KL, i try to save money by taking my company de bus down at 12pm but all were full so i decided to ask them whether they wanna spilt 2 by 2. His parents and his brother take one bus,we took another bus down. They reached there earlier then us.. reached there at around 4pm like tat. cos of the traffic jam all..When to chinatown to have dinner but they were hungry and tired on the way there.. hahas.. keep asking me reach liao ma?? When we reached ther,we went down the street to look for shop to eat. Hmm.. And end up in a resturant kinda place.. Order food to eat and was raining as well.. So after we finished our meal,the rain get smaller le so we went out.. But i thought of walking around shopping but they tired liao.. Haiz.. didnt shop much there.. Bought a shoes back better den nothing.. We went to pudu raya station to purchase tickets back to genting.. The last night there liao,so we went to arcarde to play games.. Most of the machines cant make it sia.. SPOILT! if not JAM!! aiyo.. Hahas.. after playing my card still left RM2 so we play the wheel thingy where by can get bear or points de.. Hmm.. in the end we got a bear home!! yeah.. Gave it to his brother.. at least we got something back.. Last day liao, pack our bag and ready to leave le, they took 11.30am bus back to singapore and i took 1.30pm bus back cos there are empty seats for me.. Hmm.. reach hme around 8.30pm and call my friend to see if he is going chalet. Met him around 10pm and went to buy things to the chalet.. Only 8 of us there.. Lol.. private chalet.. Hmm, slept in the room after chit chatting.. Next day went swimming in the morning and went for lunch follow by buying night's BBQ items.. All of us took bus down to buy the things.. after buying we took 155 at the main road, i saw 401 behind and asked them to drop to change bus at the next stop but after we drop, 401 passed us! hahas.. Den we walk straight and saw our chalet liao.. so near! didnt know tat until tat day.. Hmm.. went back and rest till 8+ den start to bbq till late night.. Bbq satay,otak,chicken wings for them.. "MAT CINA STALL!!" lol... we went to play soccer after the bbq around 11+.. hehex.. all of us flat after the games.. hahas.. Went back bath and sleep liao.. until the last day, luke and me cant wake up.. lol.. until they wake us up and check out straight away.. hahas..my face was blur blur de.. bush tooth and pack bag.. After check out,went for makan and my office called.. asked me to go custom to work for tat night cos buses coming on without road tax so i got to transfer them to other buses.. it was raining heavily there and my pants were wet diao.. Sobx sobx.. lucky my partner came back for the other side where he had done his transfering of passengers.. I took the last bus back and was stuck in singapore custom till 1.30am den reached home.. i still have to work the next morning 6am!! i cant take it so i slept till 4pm den wake up sia.. hahas.. didnt know tat istat late liao.. Took my lunch and go to work at night.. hahas.. today went to work again in the morning and tml as well.. 20 to 22dec going to camp and 23 going boat fishing with my friend, his father and friends.. hmm.. busy busy busy,no time to go out.. even have time, i need to catch my sleep.. hehx.. :)

2006-12-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

Stress!! @_@ Exam coming in two days come and i am still hanging around doing nth abt it.. Had been working for the past weekdays from morning 6am till afternoon and night go back work again.. This school holiday had been a quiet one.. Not much people going malaysia like last year. Work is the only thing i can do during this holiday.. never go out also cause no one ask me out lei.. sian diao.. this holiday make me very tired. last night slept at 12am and wake up around 1pm, eat,play game and go back sleep again until 7.30pm and had my dinner when i woke up. Lol.. after my exam on friday,i will be back to work again.. non stop.. just to kill my time and oso forget abt the past.. I know history wont happen again to me.. wont happen! haiz.. recently got flu and sore throat.. After all, i had make up my mind le.. Work and earn money for myself and quit a thing tat i had been doing for two years le.. slowly i am going to stop it.. Is quite hard during this time.. Sleepy, restless.. This is wad i face nowadays.. but i will tahan de.. now wad i am afraid is exam! no one is there to encourage me like last time.. No one is there lent me a hearing ear.. No one to chat wif when i am down.. haiz.. i am like just born in this world wif no ppl around me.. lonely is wad i am facing.. after all.. army will be coming and torture is wad i facing again.. lol.. i am lack of training.. slacking around like shit now.. lazyiness stand in my mind.. Shit.. wad am i going to do den? In need of a partner is so difficult to find.. When will i found my true love? when i am 26? When i am rich? When i am dead? or when something happen to me den i know the true love is beside me? haiz.. i had to look forward for me.. haiz..

2006-11-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

Tiring week this is.. Friday work till 11pm and went home bath and sleep till saturday morning 5.30am and head for work.. Everything very smooth until when i am going to go off tat time.. three aunty come to my office and say where is their bus! And is already 10.15am liao. their bus suppose to be gone at 9.30am. i had ask the office how many person on board and was 41 which i counted 40persons on the bus where is the one more person? But is already 9.45am le. so i let the bus leave. The aunty come ther KPKB. i so pissed off lor. as if is my fault like that. Damn.. aunty alway aunty.. "Aiyo,how can u all like tat de. i come so early den u guys say bus haven come so i wait outside" wad the hell lor. alway our fault ar. U go no watch ar? 10.15 liao den appear. i called the driver and hold him at custom to wait for the three sinky mouth go there by taxi and claim for the company. After that i rush home change,bath and go sentosa with HL,allan,wei long and km.. Go there play beach soccer and oso swimming in the sea. Hmm.. not much people on that day, So fun lor. the sand was warm, the sea was cold. LOl.. After playing for some times,we get tired liao so we go to the sea and play instead. get the soccer ball and float on the sea with the ball. So nice sia. haha.. Play monkey in the sea and damn tired! haha. Km don know how to swim!! lol. keep asking him to be monkey but he refused. haha. tan our skin on the beach and my friends cover my with sand! haha.. Cool man!! the dig till tired. haha. Got to cover me with lots of sand cos i am tall!! haha.. We played till 3.30pm and look like going to rain le. So we head to the toilet and bath. So crowded sia. no room for us to bath inside so we bath in the open. After that we went vivo city to walk walk for a short while. Hmm, So tired liao. When home to have dinner and had pizza sia.. haha.. Play manjong till 1am and sunday morning still got to wake up at 5.30am again for work. But i was so tired tat i woke up and went back to sleep again until 2.30pm.. haha... My body was painful cos of the burn. Haha.. When to meet haziq they all to go studiam to watch soccer match.. Haha.. we are the thai!! yeah! Support the thai man! lolx.. Final score was 2-2!! but tampines won at late extra time. what the hell.. Haiz.. den went for makan at levander food count and went home.. Just reach home bath and blog liao. Haiz.. So long never been to sentosa liao.. haha. If can go wif some1 that will be good man.. haha. Go singing,sentosa,shopping,watch movie?? that is the past that i never did to her. sad! :( i am going to bring her go again if i have the chance. Lol.. hardly.. unless she gave me a chance to prove to her that i care. really care and love.. maybe in the past i didnt show enough care and love to her ba.. :(

2006-11-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

Champion team for yishun campus

Last week was busy and rushing week.. Got work after training and the event is on thursday taking on West and East side of the ITE. The game was held at Tampines Safari. Didnt won anything for my team but our central side had won the overall champion in singapore for bowling... Hahas.. But we didnt get anything sia! the good thing is tat we don need to pay for all the games.. lolx.. After the game, rush to work and was late. haha.. almost late for the days i had to work.. Hahas.. Den friday is another game. But this time,we won alot. haha.. This time is inter class game.. lolx.. abit pressure but still can crop with it. Won 1st in team event,1st individual high series and 3rd for high game. hehex.. so happy sia. but again.. rush for work again cos this time is peak period. lots of people going up malaysia during holiday lor.. sian la. work till 11.30pm and reach hme around 12.30am. Next day still got to go work by 6am. Was so tired tat i overslept by 45mins.. haha.. took a cab down and start work after that. Hmm. work for 4hours and home sweet home liao. haha.. sleep the whole day but cant sleep well.. hmm. thinking about the past again.. Why sia? Why she keep appearing in my mind? i dream of her family and her almost everyday! OMG!! haiz.. is this what we call missing some1? Hmm.. too bad la.. She got boyfriend liao if not i will die die patch with her de. now she is back from oversea, surely miss her bf and family alot de. Will she ever thought of me? Hmm.. doubt so. But i will think for her in my heart and hope she is safe everywhere is she. Now my only christmas wish is to get back to her and hold her tightly and never let her go. But will my dream come true? haha.. Tat guy is even better den me. What is me? Shit man! cant compare me to him lor. I can only securely in love with you again. I wanna go have bbq with you, in the bus listening to the songs we like, after work to call you, be with you when u really need me, look after you when u r sick, send you to sch for your community trip to oversea. kiss you like there is no tomorrow.. History will it be repeated? If can,i am going to correct my mistake, for goodness sick.. It wont happen!! I cant find a girl that is as good as you liao.. haiz. i wanna have a time machine and get me back to the past. The day we just started holding hand in orchard. The most sweetest time i had.. Haha.. Will you give me a chance if we ever have in the future? I willing to give up everything i had to get you.. Christmas wish,birthday wish is to have you back.. :'(

2006-11-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

Back from genting.. Was so fun and exciting sia.. friday went to port dickson with two charter coaches.. Thought of going there to take a look and stay there.. Went at 8.30pm and around 2am in the morning the one i took broke down sia! the engine belt went off.. Den stuck there repairing for an hour and the paxs all complaint why so long.. Haiz.. after is had been done,we head off.. But both of the coaches didnt know how to go so we find our way there.. slowly slowly we move in the town of Port dickson and along the way,police road block!! actually we thought of asking them how to go but we got fine for tranpassing. Cos the permit can only got to some places in malaysia becos ther have 13 cities can only go 3 cities out of the 13.. But my drivers was very tu lan.. The say how can police fine for tranpassing.. should be the JBJ that is doing this.. But we just go off paying the fine.. and finally we reach the hotel tat they are going. Hmm.. tat was around 4am in the morning liao.. Didnt get to sleep at all.. the place was so kampong lor. damn.. i don wanna stay there liao.. So the drivers say they going singapore but was too late and somemore need to go to workshop for repair cos of the belt.. Den we went to Yong Peng,a place where they had their meal and parking over there,So i went there and sleep in the bus till 9am and find other bus to go up to genting.. It was not a nice journey but after i went genting, i enjoy myself there.. Get to stay in a hotel with two people working at genting counter of my company,den went to casino but cant get in cos of my age so i paid them coffee money to get me in.. $50 ringits sia.. Haha.. after tat went in and play but lost $300.. sobx sobx.. Hmm.. Get to know a girl from one of my drivers friend.. But didnt get her number sia.. damn.. lolx.. was so tired and i went back to my room and slept till the next day 12pm.. woot.. went down take a walk and come back and bath.. Change my clothes and went to the bus station to find my drivers.. Hmm.. after tat went down at 2.30pm with one of the staff there.. And head off to singapore.. at the malaysia custom was smooth but before reaching singapore custom,we were stuck liao.. JAM! the staff and i wanna to walk to the custom and get stamp of passport quickly but we were caught of walking but lucky i hop on to another bus.. haha.. Cos i know them.. And the police ask me so i say i change bus.. Hahas... but she was not ta luck.. she was asked oso but she told them she urgent wanna find toilet.. lolx.. a female officer sent her to the toilet and watch over her.. After clearing the custom,we reach beach road around 10.30pm.. head back hme and get a bath.. On the bus was so fun.. we chat all the way.. laughing and joking.. listen to music on the lounge.. hahas.. i was damn tire now liao.. haiz.. need to get my sleep again and prepare for test tml le.. hahas..

2006-11-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to my friends house for hari raya visiting.. Hmm.. was a experience for me cos is my first time going their house to celebrate together.. When to our friends house and was so funny.. Chat,eat,play was wad we did each house.. hahas.. 6 houses only and is whole day already.. It's fun and i learn their culture as well.. We went from west side to east side.. and the travel time is longer i think so.. after all what i need i think i really need is YOU! I feel very guilty of leaving you and now i know my faults but is too late by now.. You had been in some1's heart. I miss you and i don know why i cant forget you.. I feel like losing my memories from now on so tat i wont think abt you and start a new life.. Haiz.. Y i regret you when you are gone and didnt treasure you when you are around me?? ='( I am really sad really really sad.. How i wish you where by my side yesterday.. 10 of us when out and there are 3 couples already.. if we were together till now,it will be 8mths together in one more week time.. Haiz.. didnt treat you really well last time.. thought you will think that i am younger than you and you wont be that serious. But i was wrong.. You love me alot.. ='( if i could turn back time,i will turn by to march 12th and we will start all over again.. How i wish i could.. I want you to hold my hand as wad u did last time.. kiss me,hug me but cant.. haiz.. I will be waiting for you to come back to me.. And is a fat hope.. I misses the cookies you did to me before u go oversea.. I miss the time we had together even we had quarrel lots of times but i care for you in my heart.. Sorry for being childish to you.. I really miss you lots.. I want to lose my memories... I want to!! can some1 help me? punch me,whack me,kill me,knock down by car,lorry,bus,train i dont mind.. I need the LOVE that i had lost.. Lastly, i wanna admit that you are the only girlfriend i really regret losing...
:'( :'( :'(

2006-11-01T18:04:00.000+08:00

Got some time so do my blogging.. today went to simei ite for job fair. Hmm.. first time went inside the school wor.. hahas.. when to the hall twice and in the end sign up at the police force booth for my NS.. pending whether i can go into police force anot.. Hmm.. Hope i can get into it wor.. cos is my long term dream oso. Den when hme after that.. took the bus and half way started to rain heavily liao.. sian.. cant go bank le.. So got to head back and rest to prepare to go work later at 6.30pm till 11.30pm.. Quite tired now but cant sleep lei.. later sleep till tml morning liao. lolx.. feel like don wanna go work but cant lei.. must have responsiblily in it.. sobx sobx.. But this week,i will be getting my pay le.. yeah.. can see how much liao.. but cant compare with the other colleague lor cos they alway work.. but me is happy happy den go de.. lol.. Hahas.. usually is wed,thursday and friday lor.. three days work.. hahas.. only earn few dollars.. My friends encourage me to get more jobs so tat i can earn a car but is just for the time being lor.. no use wor.. If i wanna buy,i will buy around NS period or so becos if i can get to go hme after office hours i can get a off peak car lor.. much cheaper.. after work go hme liao.. hahas.. den weekends can go out wif tat car oso.. haha... tat is my another dream in pending lor.. hahas.. Hmm.. tired tired tired.. tml got to wake up at 6.30am to go sch.. Hmm.. more tired!! lolx.. but to maintain this job i got to work for some days le.. bo bian la.. it seems like this job suit me most lor.. Cos i like buses!! hahas.. weird me hor.. lolx..

2006-10-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. sch reopen for two week liao.. everything seens slacking in our class.. MAybe hoilday for too long liao?? Hahas.. sch reopen le and i still have to work oso.. Bo bian.. cant resign le.. Been long since i blog le.. Finally have time for this stuff.. Today went to yishun for tag paintball game at OCC.. Hmm.. was like counterstrike sia.. So fun.. But once the bullets hit u,u gonna get HIGH man! PAIN!! OMG.. i first shot kanna my fingers liao le.. Hahas.. follow by right arm but first round is a draw game.. Woot.. was very tired lor.. running around and trying to avoid being shot.. very painful de lor.. i equalise the game by taking the box to our base.. Phew.. no get shot sia.. Hahas.. after running back.. was so tired le.. cant carry on liao le.. Hahas.. the mask we wear was so warm.. cant breathe properly oso sia.. wth.. We change team and the next round was so fierce.. but we won the games 2-0.. hehex.. But i kanna hit more!! almost get hit at my BROTHER!! abit more only kanna liao le.. ='( den my head next,fingers again... haiz.. now red red le lor.. hahas. it was a fun and full of complain lor.. hahas. the MASK!! HOT,chemical smell.. Aiyo.. hahas.. somemore got to carry the gun and hide and shoot.. we play till no more bullets sia. hahas.. Den we end the game at around 6.15 and we took picture together.. Hehex.. we like S.W.A.T team wor.. lolx.. Army pants and shoes.. hahas.. but i nv wear cos i don have ma.. lolx.. After tat went to bath at the driving range toilet.. Woot.. toilet got heater de sia.. lolx.. tat's y call country club wor.. hahas.. Name not put for fun de nehx.. we took one of the friends lorry out for dinner but i going to head back hme cos at hme got food liao.. sobx sobx.. but oso gd la.. me getting poor le.. When going back hme.. i recall the place i ever walk once.. Haiz.. a place tat i never go be4 but went once in the past.. I walk along the path and was thinking abt the past.. Why AM i SO STUPID to let go of her? That is the path tat i walk with her and her friends and one of her friend even ask me whether i like her anot.. haiz.. i know i am stupid in the past.. Now tat i really regret alot.. Cos u r the gal that i found out tat i really love u after u r gone.. her friend had told me abt her when we walking together to the MRT wif her friend.. Haiz.. When will u come back to me? haiz.. I know it wont happen.. I will be sitting at the corner and bless you two happiness forever ba.. I had thought be4 of getting back you but i was too late.. Until u found some1 den i relise that is my fault and i am the one to be blame for.. I am sorry for wad i had said to u when we r together and i am really sorry.. I tried not to think anymore but i cant.. U r just appearing and appearing in my mind.. If i can get u back,i don mind being played by u cos is my fault.. i will be happy tat u can come back and tat's all.. Haiz.. is hard to find some1 who can really stand my nosences but you.. I really chrish you.. but is tooooooo late le.. no one can help me le..haiz.. i will get karma.. i will... haiz.. i am full of regrets now.. If i am nt wrong,we had already break of for 6mths or so le.. But i still cant believe that u r gone.. haiz.. now i just wish that i can call you baby again.. bless you wif your boyfriend and take care..

Regrets..

2006-10-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

Just 2 more day left for the school to reopen le.. is another term again.. Haiz.. The end of road to ITE le.. December will be my final exam and that is to decide where i will be going after this.. If i can make it to poly den i will continue to study. IF cant,den i think i got no choice but to go for my NS le.. Everything just happen like that.. So fast two yrs liao.. Hmm.. been with my classmates for two yrs and get to know them better everyday.. enjoyment and quarrel do occur at times.. But we are still friends after all.. Really very great to have a group of friends that i can click well with.. During my sec sch times, I didnt have much close friends. They were just Sch mates.. But this two years everything changes me.. But not my parents.. I just don't like people to ask me to do things and they are there to supervious me and instrust me how to do.. Since you want me to do,i do it in my way of doing. Why must you tell me wad to do? Since you know,y cant u do it? Haiz.. I don know why i sometimes just cant click with my mum.. When she is in good mood,she is nice to me.. But when she is bad,damn god.. I am the sand bag.. well well.. that is part of life i think? haiz.. I just wish that she is there to listen to me when i am down and when i am enjoying i wan her to enjoy too.. But too bad i cant find the SHE. haiz.. Now i wish to have her by my side.. But on the other hand,i don have time to accompany her so much.. I had my work and studies as well.. and worst of all.. Can we still last when i am in NS? Haha. doubt so. Cos i am just a simple guy with nothing much in me.. Not handsome, not rich,no time for enjoyment and many more like some guys.. I am just a simple guy with a heart living alone with no company of her.. I just simply lose out compare to others .. Is just me.. And you got to accept this fact. What i know now is that, no point getting to know gals.. Just go school study and chat with friends and work at night.. This job had been with me for abt 10mths already.. And is hard for me to put it aside cos some of the people there are nice to me and most of the drivers are friendly and nice to me.. Life is getting shorter and shorter already.. in fact,i got no time left.. :(

2006-10-11T12:33:00.000+08:00

Just woke up.. Got nothing to do so i blog ba.. Cos some1 say she went here TWO times le.. still the same thing.. nv change.. haha.. okok.. let me blog ok? if not she going to complaint to me again.. haha.. In my mind,i am waiting for my driving license card to issue to me sia.. cant wait to hold tat card wor.. haha.. class3 de lei.. later i am going to take class 4 and 5.. hehe.. den can drive my company bus liao. .haha... At work kanna say by my superivor again ytd.. I went to ahve dinner with my drivers den came back he asked me where i go.. He don allow ppl to eat outside cos of shortage of manpower.. haiz.. sad sad.. He told my friend tat i am a lost child which nobody want.. wth lor.. LOST CHILD!! i am a LOST boy with no gf den correct lor.. idiot! nvm.. small matter i don ge gai.. haha.. Hmm.. 9 more days to war liao.. alot of coaches will be departing on tat friday cos of hoildays.. Den got to work liao lor.. for sure de.. but hope i can go outside to check coaches instead of sitting at counter kanna flood by ppl sia.. haha.. waiting for tat day to come ba.. but my school is going to start next week le.. hehex.. Holiday ending.. sad! but not bad la.. can get to see my classmates again.. Haha.. a groups of buddies together.. But is like only sch days de can get together sia.. lolx.. other den sch days,all gone missing.. only can chat wif some online only. haha.. After all. going NS soon le.. when for checkup liao.. and now is waiting for the day to pass.. And i will be inside for 2yrs! haiz.. kinda sad.. If i got a gf by then.. How can i keep hold of her? is a time tat really test our relationship liao.. if we can go thought this,we can go thought lots of things le.. thinking of some1 now is hard for me.. As i know my time is getting shorter and shorter liao.. Don wanna hurt our relationship when the time comes.. haiz.. But but.. haiz.. just don knwo wad to say.. should i find a partner now or not?? Cant support her oso.. as wad my working uncle told me.. singaporean is very demanding.. Expect guys to do everything.. haiz.. maybe i should find a malaysian? haha..

2006-10-04T00:15:00.000+08:00

WOO!!!! damn happy today... My dream just came true.. I PASS my driving test.. i got 10points.. YES! tat is my life dream.. really thankful for those people around me supporting me at the back.. My instrutor is one of them.. he is a very nice guy.. Thanks MR LIM.. When i reach SSDC,i saw him reporting to work after i enter the front door.. He shake hand with me and wish me luck.. hmm.. very touch by him.. He keep telling me i can do it.. And i DID it for him! really very proud of it.. haha.. is like i had got something tat is life time worth.. hmm.. after getting it, i when to meet friends at orchard.. i was so happy that i keep laughing and the table was so noisy.. When to fish and CO to have dinner and quite a number of table was celebrating birthday.. Tml is cindy birthday oso.. So the decided to go there and celebrate.. haha.. i oso can celebrate my passing as well.. haha.. two in one wor.. lolx.. after dinner,we head to play CS at taka.. Hmm.. very happy is wad my mind thinks.. haha.. really really.. Happy till siao ar.. POWER!!!! lolxx

2006-10-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

Today was my rest day ... When to SSDC for my revision lesson and today got 6 point for two lesson each.. Woot.. So happy.. Tml is my driving test le.. I am both excited and scared.. Excited cos is my dream to have a licence at this age.. Scared cos i don want to FAIL this test.. I really wanna concentrate in my driving now.. And keep a low profile to myself with this.. but i just wanna pray hard that i can pass.. Really wish to.. that is my dream for long already.. haiz.. I feel like crying wor.. i cant image if i fail sia.. haiz.. Just now went with Km and ziq to orchard to slack.. den sit down at starbuck coffee near forum.. i was damn tired after the natas fair held at expo.. 3days work and was damn tired.. morning 9am till 10pm.. haiz.. introduce our buses to people and i know few friends there as well.. Hmm.. the last day was a sad day.. got to say Goodbye le.. Lol... Hope to see them when time comes.. the last day was damn tired.. All the gals just went off and left nelson and me to clear up the place.. Tables,chairs all we have to keep it.. Den it was so heavy lor we two carry like siao ar.. heng got the workers to help us.. we upload the things to one of the buses there and send to office.. haha.. first to take the coach sia.. haha.. we travel at 100km/h wor.. but still slow.. lol.. reach there around 11.30 den got to unload the things but we no need to do.. Cos got workers there to do the things.. den we just go upstair and sit down and look after it.. count the chairs and tablee and was so many sia.. we lazy to count so we ask the workers got how many altogether and we just report the our manager abt it.. haiz.. was so tired.. reach hme around 1.30am and slept at 2am.. 3 solid days at expo.. feel like having a massage sia.. but after all is am experience for me also..

2006-09-28T18:13:00.000+08:00

Just came back from driving lesson at SSDC.. haiz.. first time kanna POLE sia!! wtf.. after i hit the pole and it drop slowly in front of me.. my mind come out a word " WHAT THE HELL!" den it went blank.. I don know wad to do liao.. all my driving skill just drop out of my mind.. haiz.. Heng my instrustor i know him and i fix him to be my instrustor for today.. Den he say,today is revision so is Good tat we learn from mistake.. So tat it wont repeat again in the exam.. He was damn funny guy.. Cant stand it.. I was doing a direction change and beside was another car doing parrall parking and is a GAL!! My instrustor friend was her instrustor and the two guys keep disturbing each other.. haha.. He show tat gal his name tag and ask her to fix him as an instrustor next time.. lOl.. He wrote it in a paper scare she cant see.. lol!!! all four of us were laughing sia.. haha.. When i driving outside going to the filter lane which is the predestran crossing den two primary sch gal crossing the traffic road and i stop cos they approaching toward me.. Den they turn and talk.. I thought they not crossing.. Damn CB lor.. one gal say bye and just turn and cross like tat.. i was going to go le wor.. cb.. my instrustor stop his break.. don know y ppl alway like tat.. Nv see de.. Den got eyes for wad? see guys and gals ar? LCB.. i just tell him like tat.. He say nvm la.. learn lor.. after all he says next time stop an wait awhile nvm de.. So i learn alot of things today for my revision.. Hmm.. when i come out of the car my leg numb liao.. haha.. still cant 4get the knocking down of the pole.. lol.. After tat i went home and took a train.. I called office to see whether i can work anot.. and tat bitch pretend to be busy sia.. So i call the HR manager straight away.. Cant wait liao wor.. when will i go work if i still wait sia.. damn bitch lei.. Don wanna tell the manager just let me know la.. let me wait for fun ar? wah lau.. This type of ppl oso have.. NOT RESPONSIABLE lor.. haiz.. HEng i call and i start working tml le.. I call my superviser and tell him.. And he ask me to come 10am to 10 pm.. die.. 10 10 = no life... haha.. nvm la.. i wan this life lor.. better den staying at home ROT! haha.. Now i cant wait for my TP exam to come.. hehe.. i wanna pass the driving and tat is my long life dream for 18 years le.. haha..

2006-09-25T18:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. hoilday just started and i was stuck! Don't have any plan.. I wanna start work at the same work place but no one called me up for work. I just feel that this holiday came too suddenly without notices.. Now that i had no where to go,the only place that i can go is HOME.. No one date me out or whatsoever.. Recently my days were not that good.. Things happen to me just by a click. Haiz.. Very bored lor like that.. LIke no meaning in life like that. I wanna go out with people but they seens to have exam so got to wait already.. And i think my one week of holiday is going be wasted just like that.. Lucky i got to book my Driving test on 31st of Oct.. Thanks lots.. If not i got to wait till 12nd Jan 2007 then i get the test. And waste money to renew my PDL.. But this time not need already.. I cannot wait for that day to arrive but if that day arrived mean my hoildays ended isn't it? Lolx.. In life there are alway times that are Good and bad.. But just that my Good and bad are side by side.. When got time for normal days? hardly.. Now i just wish that there are someone asked me out during my hoilday and go play.. If not i think i got to go enjoy myself by going Malaysia for a hoilday already.. I had thought of that but because of my work i need to wait for the call.. I called the HQ and she haven't told her manager yet.. Haiz.. what is this? i think you guys there don't quite like me.. Maybe i am lazy? But when i got things to do i do accordingly what.. Can you expect? i seldom have problem with my booking also.. Somemore my ex superivor don't like me too.. I think i being tranfered to the other company cause of you this idiot! You think freshers come in,you can brainwash their mind isit? Haha.. no doubt you are a SUPERIVOR. An idiot that can't be place between the boss and your men.. Cos if you good to your men,your boss don't like.. IF good to your boss (as what he alway did) Your people don like you.. lolx.. Haha.. idiots!!

Just being bored!!

Happy tree friends..!!

2006-09-07T20:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Recently my mind was only passing my driving licease never think about anything.. haha.. Den this sentence come to my mind.. " Love is like a rubber band" haha.. Why? Because in relationship if u take things too hard wad will happen in the end? Both party will break. and it eventally hit back u and hurt you painly. Even quarreling and misunderstand may occur,both doesn't need to take it too hard.. A little talk is the best way to solve problems.. And just like rubber band.. Pull longer,it breaks and hit back.. And in a relationship,what goes around comes around.. And rubber is round!!

Hmm.. just now went to cut my hair and i love it sia.. haha.. so punk.. Short and neat! guai kia lei.. haha.. But not la.. My hair dun know look like wad.. but i love it.. How i wish the time will stop here or maybe my hair wont grow long.. hehex.. Went around 4 and finish cutting around 5.30pm and bought dinner home.. Haiz.. Class test coming le.. i dun know wad to do sia.. Never study wor.. even i didnt sleep in class i also catch no ball.. sobx sobx.. recently very tired sia.. No enough of sleep wor.. maybe i concentrate too much on driving le.. den no power liao!!! haha.. Somemore cant find my POWER OF LOVE!! aiyo.. sad sad.. Things that happen in the past i just can turn back and get it but to start all over again & again.. sobx sobx..

2006-09-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

sian sian.. i haven save and a back key spoilt everything i wrote.. IS GONE!! haiz.... Just wanna say i very tired la.. keep working and working this weekend.. friday work for free and saturday work till 1am and slept at 2.30am.. sunday got to wake up at 5.30am and head to work le.. So many coaches for depart lor.. today i alone sia.. my boss didnt help me wor.. heng thanks to grassland who give me their parking lot for me to let my coaches park.. phew.. save lots of breathe cos got to communcate with the driver in malay sia.. my malay is not tat good,dun know they understand ma.. lolx.. saturday night is the worst liao.. 23 coaches to cameroon and 5 others to Genting,KL,merang,IPOH... haha... but very smooth man,got uncle heng,my boss,and two other gals to help me.. me just control the coaches going over to them.. lolx.. but i am very tired la.. went hme had lunch and Slp,woke up and had dinner liao.. lolx.. eat,sleep,shit. haha.. haiz.. no girlfriend to accompany me sia..maybe is good? cos they don need to be so stress being with me ba.. hmm.. but without a girlfriend is like so weird wor.. i alway think,should i had a girlfriend anot? who will really treasure me and love me for who i am and what i am wor? haiz.. Not all gals are like tat.. It takes two hand to clap... i alway keep in mind this "they maybe suit me,but i dun suit them.." haiz.. wad to do.. tat life man.. in life,there are alway up and down.. sobx sobx.. i didnt treasure the one tat love me and love the one tat dun love me.. haiz.. really regreted.. haiz..

2006-08-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Being a nice guy alway kanna hit back hard.. I don know why oso.. This time is my mum.. I just came back from a soccer match and my right arm is numb.. She said she wanna go down buy dinner and i not sure what to eat so i say you go down and buy anything lor.. And den she said she don wanna go down cos got to change clothes.. WAT LOR!! Human being changes so fast sia.. wtf.. I told her i don know wad to eat.. and after awhile her temper is heat up le.. i talk to her nicely and she still say me.. i jokingly told her to cook at home la.. and she take it real sia.. WAD LOR!! wah seh.. i damn TU Lan now ar.. She is just finding fault.. Den she said aiyo.. don eat la.. den i just go bath and use computer lor. den she come over and i say you say don wanna eat de ma.. Den she scolded me.. "I say what you listen right,if i ask u not to come back den dun come back lor" wah.. damn shoik sia.. if really no need to come back.. lolx.. i can stay other places.. joke aside la.. Hmm.. den she just push the blame on me lor.. haiz.. alway like tat de la.. I don know how to deal with it oso.. just keep quiet lor.. She alway got no paitence de.. abit only tak buleh tahun lor.. haiz.. whatever la.. aiyo.. When you are good to sister,u just find fault with me and side sister.. when sister and you got into fault,you find me as a middle man.. haiz.. Wat is this man! How can i live in this world.. This world doesn't belong to me lor.. Can i go into another world other den in here fighting for air?? haiz.. I nv lose my temper and she just blame me for anything.. Wad to Fuck la.. aiyo.. get lost la.. I am not born for nothing ok.. Somethings i just don know wad to do only u show mood to me le.. haiz.. sometimes nice to me sometimes not.. haiz.. i cant say anything oso lor.. I say abit u say i argue with you.. haiz.. if i don talk u say i throw temper.. haiz.. Don know wad can i do la.. I just wanna get into another world.. Can i? really very sad lor.. i just get married off and find myself a flat la.. haiz haiz haiz.. other ppl is different from us lor.. haiz.. i just wanna get old enough to do my own things.. Just leave me alone pls!

2006-08-25T22:37:00.000+08:00

Was enjoying today bowling competition at OCC.. Our Yishun only send in 4 teams 2 boys & 2 girls groups.. haha.. we did quite well as i can say.. At first i was abit afraid tat i might pull my team down.. But after a few rounds of warm up.. I get used to it le.. YEAh!! But didnt do so well like last time.. My total score is only 350+ for 3 games.. sobx sobx.. but at least i contribute to the team.. hehex.. Althought Km was not in my team we didnt do so badly.. We overcome the other ITEs Our team got 3rd placing sia!!! woot!! haha.. So happy wor.. Km team got 5th but no prize.. =p nevertheless,he got himself some good stuff.. HIGH SERIES TOP SCORER 1ST!! Woot.. I got it 3th in our own school tourament but there is no match in this game.. haiz.. sobx sobx.. haha.. Hmm.. nvm la.. at least can get top 3 team.. Hehex.. After that we went down to take the shuttle bus to MRT.. was so pack sia.. den we cut Q cos i got some friends in the line.. hehexx.. if not got to wait very long sia.. somemore only 19 seats. Full wait for next bus! haha.. But we got up and keep making fun of rediwan sia.. haha.. whole bus so noise and the driver keep looking at his rear mirror wor.. lolx.. Den we reach Yishun and km and i went to interchange to take 857 home.. haha.. Today was fun sia.. reach hme and slack awhile and den go out to pass my friend things and now just came back home.. So sian sia.. writing this blog cos no one is chatting with me even my msn is ONLINE lor.. lolx.. haha.. So quiet de sia my MSN.. waiting for ppl to chat with me.. So early slp oso no use cos tml no school.. When i busy,ppl tent to chat with me lor.. haha.. So Stress de wor.. lolx..

2006-08-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. came to blog again.. last friday my driving instrustor was so kanjong spider sia.. He pursure me sia.. den i make quite a few mistake lor.. but heng only store car onces.. hehex.. tat was the last lesson of the day and not tat much cars but most of the drivers are pro man!! seldom saw newbie at night de sia.. HOW COME!! only me! lolx.. Den my instrustor talk to me alot sia.. tell me his stories in the past la.. say his study not tat gd oso,look at gals la.. all merapek things la.. aiyo.. HE thinks he very handsome like tat.. Like shit la.. worst den me.. OMG!! haha.. den we happen to see a lady biker crying and walking cross the road.. we both turn our topic to bike.. lolx.. laugh at her and he talk crap to me abt tat gal reaction.. lolx.. very bad lor.. haha.. Hmm.. den i keep driving in the circuit sia.. No chance to go out drive.. but better la.. tat car i drove is like shit! so old de car liao.. haha.. we drove round and he keep asking me to see gals.. den when i look at the side he ask me not to see side.. lolx.. after the lesson me when to buy dinner and head back hme..

Today class ends at 2.30pm sia... so early lor.. lolx. den when home and huat lee ask me call him so i reached hme and give tat idiot a call.. Suddenly i feel like playing CS and he is around there also.. So i when down to meet him after i taken my bath.. hehex... Went down and met grace oso.. lolx.. Long time never see her le wor.. i think got 5 to 6 yrs after we left our primary school le sia.. haha.. Den after chit chat awhile, we went to play CS le.. yeah.. haha.. After all went back home and had my dinner le.. haiz.. me actually found a job but my mum just told me tat my time is too tight and cant work.. Cos she told me tat i quited my previous job and now wanna find another one.. haiz.. too bad la.. cant work with my buddies le.. hmm.. i feel like going back to my old work and contiune to work as a tour agent again.. But there are some guys over there not happy with me.. After since they came in,my life is miserable liao lor idiot sia.. nvm la.. i will come back one day man!!

2006-08-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Today lesson end at 12pm.. haiz.. went home after tat. No event in the afternoon.. So i thought of going to update my phone and go to see the doctor after all.. Den just nice manyun at suntec. So i went home and change and went to meet her and her friend for lunch.. Hmm.. reach there around 1.45 den go makan le.. very hungry le sia. lolx.. Went to eat Mac and slack there till 3+ and went to service my phone over at suntec today at nokia care got quite a number of people sia.. waited for about 10mins den i got my turn.. At first i thought it is still early so i relax around there.. went walk walk around there and arcarde. We saw a kid playing the machine to win the PSP set.. Den i keep making fun of him.. Cos he cant win de la.. aiyo.. few dollars only wanna strick! FAT HOPE lah! no wonder he is FAT! lolx.. Hmm.. after that is time for me to visit the doctor for checking up my back.. Went to take bus around 4.30 and reached there at 5.15Pm.. guess wad? CLOSE!! wth lor.. CLose at 4.30 sia.. wah.. sian diao liao.. haha.. Nothing i can do but to go home lor.. haiz.. Hmm.. went down to makan again.. This time dinner hor.. haha.. i not pig ar cos i keep eating no matter where i go.. lolx..

Tml will be a great day for me.. busy day!! a rush day for me tml.. Hmm.. 8Am sch start, Noon sch ended but got to go House to House to do the PUB water saving thing.. haiz.. till 3pm and got to go for bowling training at OCC cos tourement coming wor.. I don know how to bowl le sia.. tat time get so high score cos i tyco de la.. wah lau er.. haha.. den after tat around 5pm got to rush hme to change and go Driving lesson at 8.50pm at Yio chu kang sia.. haha.. very happy cos tml can drive again.. haha.. in sept i will be almost driving whole day le!! YEAH!! haha.. book every week night for lesson.. got to chiong for it cos i wanna try to book the TP test on Dec wor.. haha.. total i spent $1100+ at this driving lesson le wor.. sobx sobx.. my money drying out again le.. haha.. Poor me!! sobx sobx..

2006-08-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Was a boring weekends for me.. nothing much happen except for friday night.. Went out wif km and my primary sch mates to marina sq.. hehex.. meet them around 6.30 den we go play CS till 7.45 lolx... den km go eat.. Only guy eating and 4 of us got to wait for him.. haha.. but anyway,we keep suan him.. hehex.. After tat we went there by bus and got a best spot.. Just in front of the fireworks only.. lolx.. as usual,video down the fireworks and it was damn nice!! wtf! nice till nth to say ar.. is was like 3D sia.. got one part like coming down to us like tat wor.. woot.. and den even on the water oso can shoot up.. wah seh! bo way kong ar!.. lolx.. ok la ok la.. tat was only 15mins. haha.. den went to MSq to walk walk.. GUESS wad! He wanna go SHIT again!! wah liao er.. SHIT kia! keep shitting lei.. alway go bomb japan de lei.. so many bomb.. lolx.. den we go make fun of him.. keep laughing and laughing.. lolx.. nth to walk there so we decided to go other place.. We think and think den come out wif lau pa sai.. haha.. took bus there and went to eat satays.. hmm.. den talk cock again.. haha.. Hmm.. after tat went hme taking bus with Km.. i forget there don have 162 at tat time liao.. haha.. heng the other bus come den i remember sia.. is last bus somemore.. lolx.. So i took and drop be4 toa payoh.. waited for 56 but NEVER come! wah sia.. waste my time sitting down alone.. hmm.. took the other bus and change again.. lolxx.. reach hme around 1am sia.. sian diao lor.. haha..

Saturday only went for soccer match at bt. batok there.. alway lose at that field de lei.. don know y.. In west side we consider one of the good teams liao den still lose.. lolx.. Hmm.. after match went to have dinner at AMk.. and went hme play manjong.. woot.. play till 2.30 for one round.. haha..

today wake up at 2pm.. was hungry sia.. heng my mum cooked.. haha.. was damn boring sia.. nth to do at hme wor.. chat and chat only.. haiz.. i was bored to death le.. but my mind got one thing.. TML NAFA test!! die.. sure fail in pull up de.. lolx.. somemore my back bone is pain.. haven go X-ray yet.. wad to do... haiz.. just go for the test lor.. but sure mati de.. haha..

2006-08-09T16:30:00.001+08:00

Why so few blogs in my blogspot? haha... Cause i just started opening this blogger.. Hmm, if u wanna read more abt the past.. den u can go to this web of my blog..

http://benchen.multiply.com/ (old blog)

http://boiboiben.blogs.friendster.com/boiben/ (newer blog)

This happytreefriends blogger will be updated.. I will use this blog for the time being..

2006-08-09T11:31:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. First time blog here sia.. haha.. NOt so used to it wor.. But never mind.. good thing to come bad ones to go.. lolx.. Haiz.. the past is a big impact for me le.. Now i am going to stand up and walk again.. I am not going to think abt the past anymore.. Let bygone be bygone..

Ytd was quite a nice day for me.. When school in the morning den left half an hour later.. lolx.. nice hor? ITE wad.. wad to do? lolx.. Hmm.. den went mac to have breakfast den head home and prepare tp go out with didi,father,km,poyo,SY.. haha.. quite fun la.. joke here and there.. lolx.. at night went to suntec follow by Esplanade. Went to see firework again this year but with some other people this time round.. haha.. So many people sia.. so crowded lor.. Hmm.. den we found a spot that is not so much ppl and stop there.. damn lor. behind me was a couple so loving sia.. feel like turn round and whack them.. But i didnt.. lolx.. YTd a nice fireworks.. was so cool man.. Is somemore almost in front of me only.. haha.. took down again in my phone.. but not tat clear lei.. maybe abit far ba.. after watching it we make our way home but was so crowded tat i decided to stop and reast first be4 we go.. lolx.. tired lei u know ma.. stand and walk and den stand... lolx.. den we go starbuck have a coffee and slack first.. When home around 11pm den touch up my blog abit.. Cos Ziq do it for me de.. thanks lei Ziq.. Muackx.. haha.. wake up not long ago and so sian lor.. never go out.. even go out with my friends to skatting i oso don like sia.. so Ex lor.. wanna save money liao la.. bo bian lor.. hehe.. tat's slack at hme now.. don know where to go tat is free de.. haha..